.Monday, December 24, 2007 ' 9:17 PM Y
Ouhkey, i admit.i miss him to bits and pieces.
.I know I know,I shldnt be thinking about him anymore.yarh2..not worth it, bla bla bla...Am I a hater?
I dont think so. I never hate anyone.
but why must I hate him?
Why him??
I dont want to, but i just do.
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this is MY blog.
whatever shit i want to say here,
its my authority.
its a blog and its mine afterall.
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If its here when im up,
surely
it'll be here when im down.
right blog?
hrm, im going crazy...!!
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Fine, if he wants it his way, so here it goes..
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yea,
im the "perfect girl",
im wrong for not saying BYE?,
I dont understand that he's BUSY,
i've not been changing my attitudes,
i have a LOT of guys "waiting" for me,
I dont care about you,
i'm at fault.
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For the past 4-5yrs we've been together,
am i really like that girlfriends?
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Im feeling horrible deep inside but
I NEED TO BE STRONG!!
he cant see me looking all weak!
right gfs??
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*am i wrong, blogging about him?
doesnt he know how proud am i for his achievements?
doesnt he care??
well, he dont really like me blogging bout him anyway.
hw stupid can i be?
haix.
