.Thursday, March 20, 2008 ' 12:31 AM Y
I've been thinking A LOT lately..
It's too much for me to handle.
Im not sure weather i can take it any longer or not.
I'll try. Im going to stay strong.
Studies FIRST.
I get it.
.
I just HAVE to let it out here.
At least i'll feel better, aftermath.
.
The moment you blurt out those words out from your mouth,
my heart dropped and shattered into many pieces.
I went speechless.
Silence.
And I flood my brain with a hundred and one questions.
I've tried my very best to think positively.
And you know the fact that im always positive
but this time around,
i just couldnt.
I'm too attached to you. You knew that.
I thought, im the one u need the most in times like that.
But instead, u want to be alone?
I just cant accept the fact.
It's one news that i didnt expect.
Its too sudden.
What am i suppose to react?
What am i suppose to do?
What'll normal people usually do when they face something like this?
Urgh!
should i confide you?
But i guess, it will make u even more stress out.
I shall better keep it to myself.
My tears keeps on rolling down.
pls stop it, for me..
will you?
